tomorrow off day!
finally no need to wake up at 5.30 le..
i'm hoping i'll be able to go to the bank:D

and yeap,
i'm bored again!

Labels: life, work

was super bored today, at work
compared to the holidays,
it's so not crowded
so, ended up yawning and yawning
weird huh,
most people will want lesser people to come so there's lesser work
but me, the opposite
blah
anyways,
turns out, i was that bored that i started wasting their receipt
i mean, started drawing on them
so, draw, not nice, throw
draw, not nice, throw
here's my final one, kinda messy, but looks okay
tada

maybe i'll get to draw more in the next few days
provided i get inspirations
till then~

Labels: life, work

not as if i care now?
excuse me?
so being unable to sleep,
having goosebumps and trembling and hurting when i thought of it means i dont care?
so hating myself cause hanging on to you made you suffer means i dont care?
so i was never meant to touch the face of something real or feel your arms around me
so i'm really that worthless to you
so it's really over?
haha
hahahahahahahaha?
you're horrible
you are so horrible
took me for granted
made me feel used
left me in pieces, broken and bruise
these "so called" scars will never gonna heal
how horrible
you're the one playing sick jokes here
did you count for yourself?
the number of times you did these?
obviously you didn't
cause you'll realized the reason why i always want you back
how horrible
leaving cause it's boring?
why didnt you kill me before making me fall so i wont feel it at all

you will regret
because your intentions will never succeed
because you just made it worse
because you wont but you know that i will
because you will try but you know i will never
because you will realize that its the stupidest thing you have done

meanwhile,
i will learn to love the pain
i will still eat,
so i will have energy
have the energy to work
work to earn lots of money
have the energy to live on
earn lots of money and live to fulfill what i promised
i'm nothing like you
i made promises, i will keep them
i said those 3 words, i mean it
thats all i got.

merry christmas?
what a joke.

Labels: life, you

how many days have gone?
300 and..?
i lost count. did i?
i thought i'm used to it now
but that familiar road and street and song and shop
is getting more and more obvious
i don't touch or cross over
just to keep myself safe
but i guess, i failed
we all thought, not listening, not seeing, not thinking
then we wont have any feelings
but then again
you will realized that memories will still be in the air
and no matter how many hundred days had past
it didn't keep this feeling away
it matters,
oh, it doesn't matter
because its me
because when i fell for it
i'm already trapped beneath these walls
how pathetic huh?

working is not bad
keeps your mind busy
so, yay?
off day tomorrow,
i'm gonna shout
i'm gonna scream
i'm gonna slap your face,
punch your chest
and kick your ass when i see you!
well,
at least for now, i think i might.

are you alright?
(most common lie on earth)
yeah, i'm fine.

Labels: life, you

loved the night
loved the stars
loved the wind
loved my bed
loved my pillows
loved my bolster
loved my blanket
but
not anymore.
it's too...
hah.
should i laugh?
hah.

stupid worthless shameless thing
why are you trembling?
what are you afraid of?
what is wrong with you?
dont you hate being tortured like that?
how are you going survive like that?

but still,
just stop
turn around now
so...
maybe tomorrow?

for now, i'll run

Labels: life, you

First Up!
Mareesa came back, for a day, lol
on last sun,
so we went to meet her, went shopping with her around the whole of orchard
we just simply walk and walk and walk
and she just buy and buy and buy, I'm telling you, she's fast
was really tired out with all the walking and getting squeezed but the crowd
oh, you really shouldn't go shop at anywhere in orchard on a Sunday
especially when we're celebrating a festive season now...
anyways, there's this SUPER big Christmas tree outside Orchard Ion

too big to take it full, if not, must walk very far away...
not the point,
point is, we can actually go inside the Christmas tree!!!!!!
here's how it look like from within...

nice right?!

next day...
went to the beach with adeline:D
yeap, just the two of us,
and i drew this SUPER big smiley:D



nooooo!
adeline! don't do it!!
LOL




then, met up with jian feng, daphne, chidam and mr soon,
went to paradiz to play pool(:
adeline invented her style of playing!
the farmer way, and i'm telling you,
she's good
then,
after adeline left, the rest of us went swensens for dinner
yes, i'm finally getting my treat from mr soon(:
i ordered the second most expensive main course
like very bad sia...
:X
anyways, we talked and laughed,
mostly about chidam, of how he can steal at night without getting caught, LOL

okay okay,
here's the most exciting part, muahahhaha!
I GOT MY LONG WAITED PRESENT:D:D:D:D:D
i was like, holding it, and smiling on my way back home (before unwrapping)
i bet all those passerby thought i'm crazy

Anywayssssssss!

IT'S ANOTHER GLOBE!!!!!
TADA!

isn't it lovely? :D
it plays music too:D
most importantly, it's from my sunshine:D
hahahahas, i really love it, not as much as i love you but, you get it,
heh, so, thank you~ :D

now i got two globes:D

Labels: life, pictures, you

should i change job??
the menu are SO stressful...
and it's not regular..
damn it
i wasted trying to earn money
turns out.....
-_____-
damn it
blah blah blah
I'm going to the beach tomorrow

sorry huiyee, lets go next time,
you wanna go before Christmas right?

Labels: life